Its been a few years now, me coming out of my family bonds, me reaching the outside world, me trying to find reasoning of why people behaves in a certain way. I could find stark differences, amazingly di-lineated characters. Once I read these words somewhere, its hard to find a good person, and its very hard to make that good person your friend, but keeping that friend as a friend with you all the time, through out your life is the hardest. For this hardest endeavour what you need is persistence, tolerance, honesty, loyalty, and many more good characters what not..! The most imporant thing being never try to be something which you are not just to make this person a friend of yours, coz you will then be forced to live that lie forever. I read this previous sentence in the form of quote somewhere in my 6th grade. Believe it or not, Something made me live for that quote. Manifested characterisation wont last longer. In my previous blog, "Exerted Freedom" I mentioned about why I couldnt make LTRs that easily. The above lines could be one of the reason for that. Ok fine Mr.Harsh, what the hell you wannu say here? here it is, developing persistence, tolerance etc etc which I mentioned earlier doesnt mean that you are living a lie, or you or modifying yourself. It means you are developing yourself to be a better human being. But something should be noticed here, which many people dont realise, This development as a good human being would be easier when all the persons surrounding you are those good persons with whom you want to make friends, with whom you want to share a part of your life. But any one can easily bet that, thats not the way it is, in this world.
So, here you make choices. Why people like Jesus Christ, Mahatma Gandhi flourished as a saviour among people..?.. May be coz, they tried to develop this attitude of good human being, irrespective of the nature of their surrounding men. Not only that, they tried to infest others with that nature too. But thats were I would say, a common man differs from such great humans. This common man, including Mr.Harsh couldnt blend tolerance with all other ingredients. For him compassion and tolerance is analagous to oil and water. OK what is the other choice.?.. May be you can be this person who try to develop this good human being attitude and expose just to other person, who does the same, for all others who tries to impose some sort of bad intentions, make them feel that they are in a lion's den. So you can be this mahtama are you can be this developed common man. Hmm , and now I am hearing someone shouting at me, ok fine may be you are the one who couldnt do it, why are you blaming it in general on every common man. OK fine may be I am the only "common man" in this world and all of you others can be Mahatmas I am ok with that (I guess you could find out what I meant by this here). Also I am hearing some whispers, some murmurings, of why the hell am I calling myself Mr.Harsh and for what reason It took me 7 horrible days just to write this nonsense in this damn blog in the first place. Guys..! Wait the more you read this post, the more you will find how harsher I will be going against some people. At this point of time I havent decided on my sharp shooters but I am sure I am not Mahatma Gandhi, and I couldnt be one.
Ok fine, I have decided that I am not mahatma, and also I explained you my other choice. When I took myself as a enacting body of this choice, it makes you work as if you are good to good and bad to bad. And I dont want to be that harsh again, So I started trying to move towards some of the acts of mahatma, which of course would take years for you to achieve. What you have to do is impose tolerance and patience on every good attitude you do. And now I face a lot more obstacles than what I expected. I couldnt vent my anger unleashed on these people who demean themselves in the worst manner coz I am trying to move towards a enlightened persona. So whats my choice now..? put it in a blog, but that may be still more harsher if the guys who reads it forms a part of my bashings.
So what are the obstacles. Watched Meg ryan in When harry met sally? Oh my god..! enacting a fake orgasm..! At the first place it didnt make me laugh, I was stunned..! A woman could enact a fake orgasm with such an echt fashion that at the first place you could have believed billy crystal and meg ryan is having sex when you jus heard the audio rather than watching the video of it. and now why the hell am I talking about this nonsense here. What the hell megryan has to do with mahatma. Sorry for the adultry here, but "FAKISMS" doesnt forms a part of sex alone. It is a big part of every human life. Everywhere, atleast 70-80% of the people surrounding you fake their emotions more than once in a day. They may do that with a stauch enemy to avoid a fight, they may do that to avoid embarassing situations, some are sadistic enough to do that, to watch other's pain, and some are bad, may be cruel enough to do that for their own intentions.
One of my first obstacle which I am facing now is this "FAKISMS". I would like to stop here and continue it may be tomorrow. At this point of time the only picture thats coming across in my head, is a big tank full of boiling water with hot bubbles all over it. Let me tone it down to a placid lake and come back again.
Cont..!
So, here you make choices. Why people like Jesus Christ, Mahatma Gandhi flourished as a saviour among people..?.. May be coz, they tried to develop this attitude of good human being, irrespective of the nature of their surrounding men. Not only that, they tried to infest others with that nature too. But thats were I would say, a common man differs from such great humans. This common man, including Mr.Harsh couldnt blend tolerance with all other ingredients. For him compassion and tolerance is analagous to oil and water. OK what is the other choice.?.. May be you can be this person who try to develop this good human being attitude and expose just to other person, who does the same, for all others who tries to impose some sort of bad intentions, make them feel that they are in a lion's den. So you can be this mahtama are you can be this developed common man. Hmm , and now I am hearing someone shouting at me, ok fine may be you are the one who couldnt do it, why are you blaming it in general on every common man. OK fine may be I am the only "common man" in this world and all of you others can be Mahatmas I am ok with that (I guess you could find out what I meant by this here). Also I am hearing some whispers, some murmurings, of why the hell am I calling myself Mr.Harsh and for what reason It took me 7 horrible days just to write this nonsense in this damn blog in the first place. Guys..! Wait the more you read this post, the more you will find how harsher I will be going against some people. At this point of time I havent decided on my sharp shooters but I am sure I am not Mahatma Gandhi, and I couldnt be one.
Ok fine, I have decided that I am not mahatma, and also I explained you my other choice. When I took myself as a enacting body of this choice, it makes you work as if you are good to good and bad to bad. And I dont want to be that harsh again, So I started trying to move towards some of the acts of mahatma, which of course would take years for you to achieve. What you have to do is impose tolerance and patience on every good attitude you do. And now I face a lot more obstacles than what I expected. I couldnt vent my anger unleashed on these people who demean themselves in the worst manner coz I am trying to move towards a enlightened persona. So whats my choice now..? put it in a blog, but that may be still more harsher if the guys who reads it forms a part of my bashings.
So what are the obstacles. Watched Meg ryan in When harry met sally? Oh my god..! enacting a fake orgasm..! At the first place it didnt make me laugh, I was stunned..! A woman could enact a fake orgasm with such an echt fashion that at the first place you could have believed billy crystal and meg ryan is having sex when you jus heard the audio rather than watching the video of it. and now why the hell am I talking about this nonsense here. What the hell megryan has to do with mahatma. Sorry for the adultry here, but "FAKISMS" doesnt forms a part of sex alone. It is a big part of every human life. Everywhere, atleast 70-80% of the people surrounding you fake their emotions more than once in a day. They may do that with a stauch enemy to avoid a fight, they may do that to avoid embarassing situations, some are sadistic enough to do that, to watch other's pain, and some are bad, may be cruel enough to do that for their own intentions.
One of my first obstacle which I am facing now is this "FAKISMS". I would like to stop here and continue it may be tomorrow. At this point of time the only picture thats coming across in my head, is a big tank full of boiling water with hot bubbles all over it. Let me tone it down to a placid lake and come back again.
Cont..!
