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Guyz...Now I can see fear in your eyes, you are now cautious enough not to question me, coz i will whip you out. Anyways I will give you permission to ask the question....wait wait..I know what you are goin to ask me here...what are the other obstacles...yea here it is..I have the list...!
I donno what to name this. May be in simple words I can call it double talk or may be a cunning act ...ok whatever. In the case of mahabharata's shakuni..everyone knows that he is the bad guy. But even that cunning man had some reasons to be this bad guy, which I guess many knows( somethin like he want to destroy the gauravas for the sake of taking revenge for the death of his ancestors). But just track any of your 10 year social life, you could see many of the person surrounding you would be shakuni personified. But I would be wrong if I call these guys shakuni, who manipulate you in the most tender way, that you couldnt find out when they inserted the needle and when they took it out...! (could be nice doctors). the reason being, these manipulators doesnt have any ancestoral revenge. Many times I have been this guy, who puts over some proposal in front of others, many times people surrounding me would just bash me for the bad idea..many times i would find support from some one somwhere...and everytime I have been this dumb...dumberer and dumbest not to notice that whenever I get support, I get support from somone who indeed manipulated me to make that proposal...!..Wow there he/she is..Mr/MS/Manipulator. And for being mahatma ...shhh...chup...you should not raise a voice. When you point this out to him/her directly about this kinda of nature..and within no time...everyone would see you as this bad tormenting manipulator, who should be strangled to death and fried in hell, for being rude, for being harsh. And I had this experience once...when some one like this Manipulator came and told me..."you are rude..you are hurting others feelings..thats not correct". Wow...thankyou my lord...iam honoured..i am really honoured to have your advice. i will save it forever..is it not an eternal treasure..! And there you again rise a voice and speak anything...they will stamp you as a rude sarcastic person, who doesnt bother about others feelings..! Why in the hell should I bother about feelings of a person who manipulates others mind to reach his goal. Ok there is this Fakisms...which you can call Instant fakisms...it just exists for that particular moment and then that person is back to his/her original character. and there is this manipulator....and then there is this long term Fakism..! Somtimes I am really afraid of marriage...many say..they wannu go for love marriage..coz that helps them understand his/her partner...then they would make this choice of whether to go in for marriage..or not...ok now shut up..! Something that made me write this nonsense out here...is a failure in one such concept. Ok now dont stamp me out saying that its finally all about love/marriage etc etc. Nope, jus grab the idea from that line..what I am trying to say is you just cant find the real motive/intentions of any person may be a love/friend/or whoever without he or she opening up in a straight forward fashion. just being with that person for years, talking with him/her wouldnt not in any way make you understand his/her intentions. Its one such incident where a person leashed out his/her thinkings in front of my face, which indeed showed his/her real intentions/views/thinkings which he/she had bottled up within him/her for the past few years. And I this Mr.harsh always boast myself as Mr.genius with respect to human psychology, was indeed made dumb by a long term faker. He/she indeed faked his/her real intentions, and that too for years...My god...now I know why i didnt respond back on that day..now I know why i didnt use my sharp shooters at that moment..why i didnt whip this person out in the same fashion as that person did to me at that instant, why I didnt get ready to splash in front of his/her face about his/her demeaning acts over a long period of time which I got myself accustomed to..jus for some ritualistic sake. And now..I made this heavy downpour...and I can see many who are reading it now..are indeed flooded. Flooded with thoughts, questions like this "am I the person who he is talking about...am I the one who manipulated him"...and thats were Mr.Harsh now means his name. Everyone becomes speculative, everyone starts not to believe you.So, just for the sake of enacting mahatma..I kept my mouth shut on that day..but the burning anger could get a siege only after I wrote this blog....and now i unleashed a anger in front of everyone in my community and made myself far more distanced from enacting...forget Mahatma..even a common man. Controlling your wacky tongue would be helpful in many ways, but for such obstacles which I mentioned here, let the tongue speak, that would help you stay near mahatma rather than going away from it. I can be this integrating function running from zero to mahatma...but who in the hell would make these obstacles learn their lessons, may be..for spiritual persons..the answer is god..for all others..they themselves are god. "the tank full of water is emptied" end. |
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