The brain cells are greedy. They always need something to chew upon. If there is nothing, then they start digging up, dig its own cells, and find out something old, sometime that issue may boomerang on them, but at times they hit the target and its me. I am confusing. Yes I am. Blame me not. This is all because of the brains. Thats why I call them Mango brains. Then who the hell am I ?  Hmm may be you can call me this mind or say this dignified soul who knows nothing but two things viz. lament upon an old sorrowful issue or just feel beguiled upon a suddenly struck excitement (Just for you.....Shh...thats my exterior look).

At times, this cold war that run between myself and the brain cells go beyond bounds, I know that. And in those times I really feel bad for my owner. Yea I call him my owner, coz he owns me, atleast thats what the laws written by man says. He he...! may be he doesnt know that, whatever he owns is not owned by him at all, rather, he is owned by many other non existent entities...Shhh..! including me and grrr..of course that brain..but for the fact thathe is a solid existing entity. Ok..I can see the  the disbelief in your eyes. Hmm that shows your human nature. You need proof, examples (Dont you think thats because of your dumbness that you need them) for anything and everything. Any ways I dont get tired like you people. I can give as many as you want, till you get "tired" of hearing them.

Here is the latest one. For months now, my owner is trying to explain his feelings to some of the persons who are close to his heart. Based on my previous talks with the brain, I found that, he is feeling apolegetic of being secretive.And so he decided to talk about himself with those persons. Thank god, the brain told me, or else everything would have got ruined. As soon as I found this, I made the heart beat fast, this coupled with some other body effects (I am not going to tell you guys my secret) made the brain himself get confused. My owner would have felt like, somebody as hooked his tongue and pulled it back to the stomach. So now the question is, why the hell should I do that. Hmm may be thats my nature. It is the honour and sincere duty of me to follow the DNA program in my cells so that I keep a check on my owners violative attributes.

You want one more..here you go...you know what...I am not tired...! But in this issue I am not the "reversive" owner but those menial brains. Last week when I talked with him, he started boasting about his latest act. I felt angry...really angry that I thought of bursting myself (you can call it suicide if you want to) and killing him. But then poor owner, I dont want to dissapoint that chap, so I had to hear those boast talk tight lipped. Any ways this is what he said to me. It seems he over heard a conversation between his owner and his owner's friend. It seems, using his intuitive weaponary he found that, hiw owner was about to loose me (thats what he said to me..but you know what I am not going to believe him, I would rather die, than he saving me) to someone else. It seems he immediately started digging deep into the issue, and created a suspicion about my veracity (That idiot, he made my owner suspect me and he said that to me face to face, I felt like stabbing him in his "heart"). To be frank, till now I couldnt understand, how the hell did that in any way help my owner not loosing me to some one. I am planning to take up this issue with the International Organ Court sometime in the future.

You want some more..I can give you some more..Oh..ok..you want me to shut...nope I cant do that..may be you can close your ears if you want to. I am like this Dory in Finding nemo. "Keep swimming....Keep swimming"...no...no "Keep talking.... Keep talking"

(Behind the scenes, the brain is watching this)

Hmm poor guy, I pity that listener. Very similar to Marlin in finding nemo, he lost something somewhere, and while searching he got caught by this squishy mushy soul. Hope he escapes from it. That idiot is calling me Mango..yea at times I get mango-ed , I dig up old issues and behave based on them. yes that becomes a loop..a hysteresis loop. All are true. But, thats what my work is. But how dare he teases my job and call me names. grr.....I shouldnt have saved that stupid on that day. Let me play my game next time. Wait and watch ..He He....!